Last night I went to a drug rep session at Pappadeaux. Had a slab of raw yellowfin in a sauce whose contents I refused to speculate on. But it was mighty tasty. Had a salad with a triangle of goat cheese on, and I pushed the cheese aside. But I took a single bite of it. And I felt guilty. Got a praline cheesecake to go for the kids. But I ended up having a single bite of it, and it was pleasing. Then I felt guilty. The redemptive part (in my estimation) was that they carried an open tab for us on wine and beer, and I had mineral water. That was painful. There was a kind of poetic irony in the whole thing..free food that I couldn't eat. And the meeting was on Aricept and I managed to lock my keys in the car. Hmm.
Did get a 32min run in. Gonna start taking the hr monitor with me soon. Good lil run. Tonight i'm hoping to do a hard back workout.
Today my co-workers bought me ice cream as a going-away present. Couldn't say no to that. But i do feel guilty, if that helps. Maybe i'll run again today after the back work. :)
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I made the boys a chocolate cherry vanilla milk shake last night. I had a sip. I justified it by throwing a scoop of chocolate whey into the blender, but I still felt guilty.
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