i'm a blind man in a dark room and i'm trying to catch that black cat

Weighed in yesterday at 184. That makes a nine lb. drop since t=0. i went climbing yesterday with the full expectation of climbing like doodoo, but i ended up feeling crazy strong. This was a nice surprise after friday's workout. Didn't think i'd have any biceps left at all after the chinups, etc. But i was climbing smoother and better than i have in a longish time. i didn't tag any hard new ground, but there were highlights. i've been working on this one project for a couple of days that i figured'd go at just bloody hard. Seems doable, but it'll be harder than anything i've done before. So i was working next to this kid that works in the gym, and i asked him if he'd done 'er, and he says it's not really possible and probably goes at v10. So when i do it, i'm gonna call it my first 10. Tomorrow is my last day on the diet. i'm very happy about that. But i'm still gunna dig on my healthy solid meal today. i'm looking forward to seeing if i can hold on to some good habits afterward, and i'm looking forward to training my ax off at a lighter weight. i'm praying for you lads. Hang in there.